With the unpredictability of 2020, I am excited for the concrete plans I have made for 2021. So much has been turned upside down, and the year has changed my perspective immensely, so instead of wallowing in sadness over lost opportunities, I have decided to apply to grad school, take on a job that I actually like, and look for better opportunities.

Grad School: I applied to UCSC’s grad program for an MA in Education as well as a secondary teaching credential. I am very excited to pursue a career in education working with kids and getting the opportunity to help them grow into well-rounded people.

Jobs: In 2020, I worked 5 jobs and had no days off until March 13th. On March 13th, 2 of my jobs completely disappeared (substitute teaching) and my others became completely online. I also began nannying which I have always hated because it means matching a parenting style that isn’t always aligned with my own opinions. I left all of those jobs in August when I moved home, and I got a job at Costco as well as a local school. I quit costco after two months because of abusive managerial styles, and quickly made the school my only job. From there I upped my hours and find myself genuinely happy with my coworkers and my position. I love what I do, and I love who I work with, what could be better?

Opportunities: I am constantly looking at other jobs in different locations. Yes, we are in lockdown, and I cannot leave the county without putting the people around me and myself at risk. With this lockdown, I am looking at jobs on the east coast, Los Angeles, the UK, anywhere that isn’t here. I need space from the life I currently lead in a town that feels all too small. I love my job, but I am capable of more. I applied to an MA program, but what if I am rejected? Back-up plans are necessary in security, and I am just always dreaming of new opportunities.

Everything I was taught in 2020 can be reduced down to one main idea: nothing is for sure. So yes, I have made plans, but I also have backup plans, and I have side things, and I have emotional support of friends to help get me through it. 2021, who knows what she will bring, but I can at least try to do something bigger for myself.